There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. - 1 John 4:18.
This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in His presence - 1 John 3:19
who are we, what are we, where are we..?! the "who, what, where, when, why" guideline..ever wonder who are we supposed to be, where are we supposed to be borned, what are we supposed to be doing, when should we be doing anything, and why are we thinking so much..? life's supposed to be simple and not complicated..but the nature of humans tends to make it complicated.. at times we would try to control and determine how things are supposed to be when we aint got no choice in the first place..terrorist attacks to war, economic recessions to the IT bubble burst, european champion losing to the most arrogant club ever, doping scandal in the most watched cycling tour, hazy weekends, biggest shopping mall - "vivocity".. does any of these actually matter?? are we in the position to comment, get worried or even try to do something about..?! we humans are actually so small to even make a difference in such matters, unless we're directly involved.
its surprising that people actually think that they are so great and so big that they could influence decisions made or affect the outcome of events..well, you know what i think..i think its time for them to wake up from their fantasy and fanciful imaginations. "WAKE UP.." the fact is that when you wake up tmr, it might be just another new day. so you guys must be thinking what the heck's wrong with me with this post. what i'm trying to say is... "Its time..!! its time to try to take control of what's happening in your own LIFE before trying to be the "Great one" to save the world..that is, unless you have super mutant power that others do not have..ps. pardon me for such a meaningless entry..there's nothing wrong with me, i'm just bored..so please do not come ask me what's wrong or why did i post this entry..have a great day and also....its time to wake up..! =)
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6:07 PM
Its been almost a whole month since an entry was entered. but well, guess no one really complained much since not much people actually keep an eye on this blog anyway. So, i think i ought to write a little abt what had happened for the past 1 mth. To cut the long story short, its been "like that lo".. haha..not too great and not too bad either..as usual with the roller coaster ride - ups and downs that is..Countdown to my last paper on the 11th Nov, and naturally it's being accomanied by the counting down to the 20th as well, which will be the day i'll be back AGAIN..! Slowly, things had been showing up for me. New doors opened, new perspective with regards to some stuff. Perhaps a change in environment, culture and routine does influence.Oh, it's also been more of an enjoyment nowadays to watch my Fav. team play, who else but ManUtd..For those who are unaware, there was actually quite a long period of time where its such a torture and torment to watch them play the 90mins. Most of the time i was left with thoughts of "why am i wasting my time watching such games..??" But well, that's what you call a true fan eh..*wink* the Champions Lg game against Copenhengen(a german team) was actually a joy to watch, and it certainly raised my expectation for them to perform better in the next game. To see Rooney walking out of the tunnel in front of van Der Sar with the Captains armband on was such a joy and pure excitement. i might not be related to him in any other ways, at least not to my knowledge but there was just this sudden rush of adrenaline having known that Rooney's the captain for the night. i wonder if this is permanent..hmm..oh well, just before i am boring any of you guys, better stop..=) Would like to end of with this highly scored lame joke by our very own
Pastor Joseph Prince..
"ever wonder why whenever you're speeding along the highway, the car begins to feel lighter and lighter...?? Cuz thats when the Angels take off from your car..!!"oh, that was actually a high 9/10 from me..=) take care royalties, ill be back soon..until then contd to miss me eh..haha..=P
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4:46 AM
"training to be soldiers, once in our lives.."i used to hate this song so much that the lyrics are always in my head. Now, it seems so long ago since i last sang it. For those who doesnt know, that's the song that we have to learn and sing when we, the boys of this great country are serving in the national service. It was all the way back during the Basic Military Training, also known as BMT times that the song was first introduced to us. National Service was so much FUN, yes it was at least to me..Going outfield, wearing uniform, putting on Camo cream(the green and black, now even have brown camouflage cream), holding and hugging our beloved rifle to sleep, being tekan by our instructors..that was so much fun. Okay, for my fellow brothers who are reading this and TOTALLY DISAGREE with me, i'm sorry but thats just my personal view. Seriously, i really enjoy being a soldier. I was even so closed to signing on and being a full-time soldier, dedicating my time, effort and life to the organisation. Until i saw the super ugly side of it.Well, these are all to be shared with you guys la. It was on my mind recently, so yup. But at the end of the day, i believe that Daddy still have some great plans installed(past tense) for me. So i shall not regret not signing on and continuing doing what he wants me to, and to do it well so as to be able to glorify Him..!!i've dedications coming for my beloved 55'04 OCC Tango Pl1, and my very own 12th mono 5SIR Bravo PL5. stay tune eh..=)
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5:15 PM
sometimes we'll feel happy and excited when we're in good times or when things are going great for us. but when things are bad, we tend to ask "Daddy, have you forgotten me..?" directly or indirectly, we tend to do that..
well as for me, i tend to just be disappointed and ask myself why are things not going my way, why do they not all result in the positive way..that was before i was reconciled with my beloved DaddyGod. i used to think that why am i always e one at the receiving end of things..why am i always e one being dumped by e ones i loved, why does my result always suck, why cant i be successful in life..?? am i born a loser..?? those were e days..kind of sad now that i think back..
but now, i know..i know that i'm a child of God..e prince of the most high, delivered for a purpose. thou i'm still young and growing, i wanna learn more and know of my purpose for Him. in e mean time i know that i do not have to worry and try so hard on my own, as He who created me will always be there to give me a helping hand.
looking back now, i'm really grateful for the people that Daddy had placed to cross my path in this life..
Princess AshleyI'm uh-so grateful and thankful for having known such a precious Daughter of Daddy..Princess Ashley had been such a wonderful inclusion in my life..she's brought me so much joy and laughter. never failing to make me feel so loved. she's so special, unique, one of a kind, gracious, anointed, pretty, beautiful, cheerful, kind, bubbly..(guess i'll leave the rest to share with her as the list might not stop..) she's the perfect testimony that Daddy love me..!! feeling so blessed..!cant wait for things to blossom, and i believe that you'll definitely be of a great testimony for Daddy..=) you're e love of my life..!! defintely..!Princess NatalieI'm really grateful for you bringing me to church and to know more abt Daddy. guess that Daddy had it all planned out, such that i'd know you and that you'll bring me to Him someday..you're definitely one of e precious sisters to have..its great to have known you. cheer on and hope to see you glorify Daddy more and as a wonderful testimony for Him.Princess Charissai might not have known you for a long time, nor have i really get to know you. but even at such, i can already see that you're glowing and glorifying Him in the things you do. i might always be teasing you but hey, i dun mean any harm lei..it was just being "brotherly" haha..=)Princess Kimberlysame too, din really have chance to get to know to you better, but have been hearing abt you. and they're always good..! not surprisingly, hee..yah, and like all e other princesses, there's always a glow in you..it seems like you girls are like shining stars for Daddy, going places to glorify and spread His love..woo~~ that's great man..hope to know you more when there's chance eh..cant wait to know more of my fellow sisters..Princess Aiweieh, thou i dun really think there's any chance that you might be reading this(cuz my bloggie's not being patronised) haha..but well, you defintely deserve a great testimony here..!! you're such a sister to know..mmm, i also dun really know you much lei..only know that you're never late when meeting up, and always e one to start calling me "miah"..! =( oh, and you seems to be always be so excited to serve Daddy, that's great man..keep on going eh..guess we'll be having more movie marathon and outings when i'm back in nov.Princess Esthersame lo, dun think you'll be reading this too..but well..how can i leave you out..!! haha..cute, young, pretty, artistic, glorious, anointed, and of course, Daddy's Beloved..!!! hee..what else can i say man..mmm, also hoped to get to know you more when chances arise..=)ehh...who else, hope i din miss anyone out..
actually still have la, e Princes man..!! next time k..entry getting abit longggggiie...haha..
see, now that my relationship woth Daddy had blossomed, He's bringing more and more of His beloved royalties into my life..to bless me..! haiyo..cant contain it man..!
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12:13 AM
KNOWING that you are who you are in Christ is already a real blessing..so how much more magnitude is it to know that and also at the same time be enjoying what you're doing such that you're FEELING blessed.
err..for those confused, hope this helps..:
Blessed¹ +
Blessed² = SUPER DUPER Blessed..!!
¹because of what He had done for us²because of what's happening in your life
bless‧ed[bles-id; esp. for 3, 7 blest]
–adjective
divinely or supremely favored; fortunate
we've been, we're and we'll be..always blessed because our DaddyGod loves us and will always want the best for us..dun be blinded by the circumstances around us for His love for us will always be rock solid and be there no matter what happens..
Genesis 12:2
I will make you a great nation;I will bless you And make your name great;And you shall be a blessing.
Luke 1:45 Blessed is she who believed, for there will be a fulfillment of those things which were told her from the Lord
ever wondered how many times the word "bless" appears in e bible..? its 459 times..!! amazing huh..? i defintely am..you can conclude however you want, for me it simply means that my God is a good God who really wants to bless..!! Amen..!
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1:52 AM
I watch how theMoon sits in the sky/ in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knewI remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you seeHow quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While / I find a place to rest / I’m soSick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While / I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
You try to take the best of me..Go away
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
I’m so sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I’m so sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
...leave me alone..while i find a place to rest..!!
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12:09 AM
Ever wondered where all e expired and unsold magazines go to..?we all know that most magazines are released on either weekly or monthly basis..printed, arranged on e shelf, customers see customers buy..but what about those that are LEFT on e shelf..?! mmm..think abt it..cuz i seriously have no idea too..ps: please do not take more than 5mins thinking abt it..if so, plz consult a consultant near you..its just a little something to kill 8mins of your life..(e additional 3 is e time taken to read..)
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8:45 PM
